By AE Lister

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Sometimes you have to kneel to find yourself again.

Fletcher Marin is grieving. He’s holding things together for the sake of his daughter and has come a long way since his husband, Daniel, passed away in an accident three years ago. But something’s changed, and Fletcher finds himself remembering parts of his life with Daniel that he’s been suppressing.

A new romantic possibility with Aiden Thompson, a supply teacher whom he meets at his daughter’s school, and the fact that Maverick Molly’s, the ‘restaurant’ where his nephew Patrick works, is a gay kink and burlesque club have made Fletcher aware of everything he’s missed since Daniel’s death.

Aiden helps Fletcher step back into the world of submission and domination and takes him places even Daniel didn’t go. Is it possible that fate would give Fletcher another person to love and cherish, who fulfills him and seems as caring as his late husband? And will he ever be able to remember Daniel without pain?

Grief can be a tricky thing to bear, and there are times when you have to fight the ones you love for the freedom to be a whole person.


Reader advisory: This book contains animal role play, medical play, a child custody disagreement, threat of suicide, and some minor instances of homophobia/transphobia.

General Release Date: 7th May 2024

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Format: EBOOK  
ISBN: 978-1-80250-637-2
Word Count: 72,156
Language: English
Book Length: SUPER NOVEL
Pages: 303

About the author
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AE Lister

Alison Lister is a Canadian non-binary author.

They write graphic erotic romance (contemporary/historical/paranormal) as AE Lister, and sweet Young Adult LGBTQ+ romance as Alison Lister.


Find out more about AE Lister at their website, and follow them on Instagram and Facebook. You can find more links here.

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  Reviewed by Drako

This was a bit of a different read for me. I'm used to spice and kink, but what stood out more was a story also dealing with loss and grief. Fletcher and Lucy dealing with the loss of his husband and h...

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