Holding onto Light

By Lucien Grey

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Two strangers running from their dark pasts find redemption in each other.

Harry, a former army doctor, lives in isolation after the devastating war between Rasacara and the Empire came to a bloody and violent conclusion. His lonely life is disrupted by a young, beautiful man surrounded by secrets and suspicion, who would likely destroy Harry if he knew who he was.

Kit, former member of the witch army’s Blue Crows, now on the run from his former master, must keep his identity a secret as his enemy is closing in and Harry, the gruff, mysterious woodsman, is all that stands between him and the man who wants him dead.

Forced together by Kit’s injuries, the two lonely men find comfort in each other, both scarred by the darkness of their pasts, but when Kit’s enemy catches up with him, they are forced to fight, revealing to each other the evils both of them have committed, and testing the strength of their new, fledgling love.

Reader advisory: This book contains reference to child abuse, graphic violence and injury, death, torture, PTSD and slavery. There are mentions of suicidal thought and homophobia.

General Release Date: 13th April 2021

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Format: EBOOK  
ISBN: 978-1-83943-119-7
Word Count: 51,608
Language: English
Book Length: NOVEL
Pages: 197

About the author
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Lucien Grey

Born and bred in the Midlands, Lucien spends most of his time inside his small bedroom/library/office reading and writing gay fiction, sacrificing his wardrobe space for his bookcases.

Stumbling upon Yaoi in his teens, Lucien’s passion for gay romance/erotica began, starting his once small, now consuming book collection. Not too long after, he started writing his own fiction and never looked back, even writing a lesbian themed short story in his GSCE English exam.

While a fan of most subgenres, he enjoys writing historical, fantasy and BDSM stories. 

Reviews (5)
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  Reviewed by T. Strange

Ok, I seriously loved this book. I kept thinking that it seemed like it was written just for me (it doesn’t help that I’m a sucker for characters named Kit). I’m really choosy about my fantasy, and t...

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  Reviewed by L.S. Barron

Being new to this genre, I wasn’t sure what to expect. However, it didn’t take me long to put my concerns aside as I quickly became drawn into this story of war and magic. One of my favorite genre...

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